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What Is A Fellowship???

By a SWAR Fellow who is still figuring it out (and is okay with that) Picture this: a guy who couldn’t clear UPSC prelims, sitting in a field he had never heard of, working on a project he didn’t know existed, in a village whose name he couldn’t pronounce eight months ago , and somehow, […]

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SWAR ❤️✨

It began like a quiet river,twelve paths crossing somewhere betweendreams and dusty roads of India.Different tongues, different homes,yet one shared promise to leave the world a little kinder than we found it. First came Kushal,a traveler with books in his backpackand philosophy in his breath.From Ahmedabad’s thoughtful streetsto the forests of Kondagaon and Narayanpur,he debates […]

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There Is No Black and White on the Ground

As the fellowship moves towards its closure, something strange has been happening to me. Slowly, quietly, without any announcement , I have started seeing things differently. Not just the work. The way I look at what is right and what is wrong has genuinely shifted, and I am still in the middle of figuring out […]

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The Cards You Were Dealt With, Does That Make You Who Are?

There’s a reel I keep coming back to. A woman, speaking plainly, no dramatic background music, no fancy cuts – just her, sitting somewhere ordinary, saying something that refuses to leave my head: “We spend half our lives waiting for fairness. We complain about the cards we were dealt, our background, who betrayed us, what […]

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What a Dying Professor Taught Me About Living in the Field

I read Tuesdays with Morrie on a cold January night, wrapped in a blanket, sitting in the same room where I’d been working fifteen-hour days for the past two weeks. I wasn’t planning to read it. I picked it up almost by accident – someone had left it on the table, and I just needed […]

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Another Chapter Of Learning: Beyond the Exposure Visit

When I first heard about the exposure visit as part of my SWAR Fellowship, I understood it in a very simple way. I thought it was meant for learning from different organisations -understanding their models, their strengths, how they work with communities, and how they sustain their impact. For me, it was like stepping into […]

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A Reality Check From My Field

Just when you think you finally understand the ground reality, the field humbles you. It shows you how much more there is to learn. That’s exactly why I love fieldwork. It never lets you live in assumptions. For the past few months, I’ve been on field and visits almost every day. Bastar, with all its […]

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Happy Women’s Day?

This morning I was sitting in Makdi Singray village for a discussion on tamarind collection and processing. Normal field day. After the meeting wrapped up, I got talking with Shrimani didi. Just casually, I asked her – “Didi, aapko pata hai aaj kya hai?” She smiled, almost like it was a slightly silly question, and […]

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Intention vs Skill

I have been sitting with this question for a while now. It started when I was in the middle of hiring for my team – going through CVs, sitting across from people in interviews, trying to figure out who to bring in. And somewhere between the second and third round, it hit me: I was […]

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The Green Gold Beneath Our Feet

Nine months in the field changes you. It changes the way you look at a forest, the way you listen to an old woman sorting through dried amla berries, the way you calculate the worth of a single tree. When I first arrived in Chhattisgarh, I came with maps, data sheets, and a vague understanding […]